Nowadays my heart does nothing but hurt. Sometimes it hurts with a dull ache, sometimes leaves me with tear stained cheeks. Left alone with unbearable pain that paralyzes me. No matter how much people generalize about it being a global pandemic, each individual suffers in their own personal way.And me.. people like me - designed …
Until…..
There's a life I left behind. It wasn't always sunshine and rainbows but it was familiar.. Safe. I had friends that became family, I had roads whose destinations I had memorized, I walked like a queen in her kingdom. I had madinah that always felt like home. Everytime I entered the mosque, I smiled and …
Final Goodbye.
And if you have to leave, I wish you would just leave... Your presence still lingers here, And it won't leave me alone... -Immortal, Evanescence But if you loved me, Why'd you leave me? - All I want, Kodaline It's been a while. Been a while since I spilled my guts out on paper. Been …
Diamond Heart
Hello, sweet grief.. I knowyou will be the death of me.. like the morning after ecstasy, I am drowning in an endless sea.. Hello old friend.. Here’s the misery that knows no end.. So I am doing everything I can, To make sure I never love again... I wish that I did not know Where …
Flickering hope
A recent friend of mine told me the other day, "you know you're a very motivated person. I love all the inspiration you share on social media. You give us all hope." I looked at her, smiled and said, "I'm glad I can make a difference but if I dare share something personal: I have …
The Season Of Unlearning
For the past five consecutive nights I've been having the same, recurrent dream. The scenes may vary but the story line remains the same: I'm packing and going back to the place that I proudly referred to as "home". Sometimes I'm frantic, trying to locate all my belongings, other times I'm deciding on what I …
The Colors of Dawn ❤
It's the beginning of a new dawn... It's the peace after the storm has come to past, it's resurrection after death has feasted on flesh and bones, leaving nothing... I fell in love with life one more time. I managed walking out of Hell with buckets of water for the ones still trapped.. It's the …
Ocean calls….
It's one of those days... Those days when nothing in the world seems okay and I can't find a single reason to be alive or a single blessing to count that might keep my heart warm. When everything is just too much or too loud or too harsh and it's a weird combination of being …
From Autumn, With Love
Because it was us baby, Way before them… And we're still together... And I meant Every word I said… When I said That I love you. I meant that I love you forever… And I'm gonna keep on loving you Because it's the only thing I wanna do I don't wanna sleep I just wanna …
Flood Gates
I write this at such an ungodly hour... I've been wanting to pen down for days now yet resisted it because I didn't want to ruin it by not giving it the attention and detail it deserves. Today the floodgates crash and the water rushes in with nothing to hold it back.Must I warn you, …
Safe Place 