Final Goodbye.

And if you have to leave, I wish you would just leave... Your presence still lingers here, And it won't leave me alone... -Immortal, Evanescence But if you loved me, Why'd you leave me? - All I want, Kodaline It's been a while. Been a while since I spilled my guts out on paper. Been …

Diamond Heart

Hello, sweet grief.. I knowyou will be the death of me.. like the morning after ecstasy, I am drowning in an endless sea.. Hello old friend.. Here’s the misery that knows no end.. So I am doing everything I can, To make sure I never love again... I wish that I did not know Where …

Flickering hope

A recent friend of mine told me the other day, "you know you're a very motivated person. I love all the inspiration you share on social media. You give us all hope." I looked at her, smiled and said, "I'm glad I can make a difference but if I dare share something personal: I have …

Flood Gates

I write this at such an ungodly hour... I've been wanting to pen down for days now yet resisted it because I didn't want to ruin it by not giving it the attention and detail it deserves. Today the floodgates crash and the water rushes in with nothing to hold it back.Must I warn you, …

An era ends

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye? Forgive my broken promise that you’ll never see me cry… The post is cliché probably… I’ll attach a picture or two and try to bleed out thru words, some will react; others will scroll past. Either way though, here I am. Come take a …

Blue

One of the practices we learn in counselling Psychology is to ask our clients to reach out to how they’re feeling and if possible, choose a color that resonates with their situation. Today – I feel blue… Not the blue of a calm, beautiful summer day’s sky… But the blue of the fingernails when you …